Finally Revealed

It was bound to happen some time right?? The time where I finally reveal my true identity...well identities really.

I am Star_Awards.

I don't think it's really that shocking if you really think about it. I didn't really hid it that well. I had told a few friends like N1mka4eva & Writemarycat who I was long ago. They weren't really shocked by it. I don't really think it's a big deal anymore. It's just good to actually have it all out there now, officially.

So how did I come up with Elite News and my 'Baya Nikolas' persona?? Well, before EN I had a other little blog, called The Gossip Dish. The blog was more like the Stardoll version of the National Enquirer. Nothing but stupid stories that didn't have really any credit to them. Before you all go WTF, let me explain. Most of the stories on there were kind of mean and not true. During that time, stardoll was changing and boring. I didn't want to hurt anyone, but I did. I even came up with a story about my gay affair with -Inspired- , which was all a publicly stunt. I'm not bi, I'm GAY, and -Inspired- is just another account of mine. So, now it should all make a little sense now right?? I ended The Gossip Dish once my cover was kind of blown with a image I used on one of the posts, but I kept denying it was me behind it. I made a few more posts, but started to feel guilty about it. So I thought about making a new blog, a blog that wouldn't hurt people's feelings, but make people laugh instead. Then Elite News was born, Stardoll's first INTENTIONAL fake gossip tabloid. You all should know the rest from there.

I have 3 active accounts, Star_Awards, -Inspired-, and EliteNews. Star_Awards has my real info, my real name is Vanessa Ivette Mendieta, I'm an Hispanic Amercian, I speak both English and Spanish. I'm going to be 20 on June 9th. I have a part time job, and go to a community college.

My two other accounts, -Inspired- and EliteNews are more like characters that I created. They both show some of my real life traits that I was scared to show as Star_Awards. I will still continue with EliteNews as if nothing ever changed. "Baya Nikolas" is a character that has a life of it's own. She's confidant, strong, honest and ignores those who try to tear her down.

So that's it for now guys. Sorry if I let any of you down or anything. I've always tried to give people second chances, so I hope you do the same.

PS, where the hell is the Staroll gossip??? Come on people, someone start a feud, reveal a secret, or say their leaving stardoll then come back as some one else!!! lol.

[Insert relative gag for title]

Hola. I just have to say, it is great to be back to my original writing position here on PSG, I've never felt so at home.

I have learned a hell of a lot from being on Stardoll, one of the main things being, I have the right to express my opinion, which is why it is great to be on such a huge blog such as PSG, because I can express my opinion here, and learn how to deal with conflict and disagreement.

I know that last time, I made a mistake and did something I regret doing so much, but it's in the past now. Ashes to ashes, dust to dust. I guess this is me kind of apologizing and making a promise to you guys that I won't bring such filth on to this blog again.

Moving on...


Recentley, a lot of well known people on Stardoll are starting to jack in the game, not logging in as much and therefore not being as social anymore. It's hard to see these people go, as they were such an important brick in the wall of Stardoll socialites. I'm referring to such members as Hunnigall, N1mka4eva and Isabella.Arci. Don'tcha just miss 'em? I know I do. They made such a big impact on Dollywood, and now, they're like...no where. It's sad really. But it brings me to my next assumption...

IS IT TIME FOR NEW ELITES?

Personally, I think it is. We need a new wave or raw talent and social skills to crash down on Stardoll. SOON. I'm not saying the "current elites" are boring, I'm just saying, we need someone to spice stuff up, you know, someone different, who could leave us all with our chins on the ground.

I have a feeling it's gonna happen, but I don't think people are gonna like it. Envy is the worst sin, it brings out the worst in people, and it creates breaks in relationships and society. But why do we envy? Well, it's simply because in the end, we want others, to envy us.

xoxo
Kanye Lohan.

 

I love you girl.

N1mka4va.

Personally, it's hard seeing her no longer be a part of this amazing blog. If it weren't for her, I wouldn't be writing for PSG right now. We all know she's done and said some things that have clearly hurt others, but nobody's perfect. Especially when your hurting both emotionally and mentality. Although many of you don't believe her about her mental state, sometimes we just have to close our big opinionated mouths and just be there for her because real or fake Charlotte's is clearly at a sensitive place right now.

I actually got on Charlotte's bad side once. She was angry with me for making her into a lesbian in my fake gossip blog, Elite News. It was understandable why she would be upset because the blog was something new and different and people didn't really know how to take it at first. She eventually realized the concept of it and played along. Then by the time you knew it, we became good friends. She and Mary were my go to pals who would always include me in their skype chats, oh do I miss those chats, haha! I really got to see Charlotte's human side, which was obviously not perfect, but she was always so open and trustworthy. I felt like I could tell her everything, and I did. I think that's the side most of you who judge her don't see, which I think if you did, you would have a better understanding of why she is the way she is.

Charlotte. I love you girl.

What Happened to Charzilla?

Some of you have already noticed that Charlotte is no longer a contributor on the blog, and her "HATE" rant is gone. She deleted it herself because the comments were getting to her, and they got to me as well which is why I made the decision to remove her from the blog. Several people came forward expressing that they felt she was a hypocrite and they had no sympathy for her because of some vile things she had said to them and their friends, and Dan confirmed for me that it was true. Jack wrote a post on his new blog that explains everything, check it out HERE.

This whole thing with Charlotte has been very sad to watch. Personally I choose to believe her because I'd rather be the gullible person who showed someone compassion than the jerk who doubted someone that was telling the truth about something so serious. However I completely understand the people who think she's making it up, and I really don't think it's anyone's place to judge those that have come out and said they think she's lying. She chose to announce it to everyone on this blog and when you do that you need to be prepared for both positive and negative feedback. Obviously she wasn't.

I am disappointed and disgusted by the things she has said to people, she is obviously a very damaged person and I genuinely wish her the best in her journey towards mental health.

New designer on the scene!

 

Hey everyone! I'm using my super old banner because I'm having a nostalgic day. Anyway! I'm here to tell you about Undamyumbrellla, the wonderful Kasia! She has started designing, and has created what some consider outrageous designs, nevertheless, people are queuing up to buy these designs, and I don't blame them! Take a look:

Awesome, right? I love the pill one especially! And I bought one of the tit ones. Go to this amazing girls guestbook AND PUT YOUR ORDERS IN!!!! This is my outfit from it:

If you're  wearing one of Kasia's designs tell me in my guestbook so I can feature you on this post!

PS. I guess you're wondering how I'm doing, or not, haha. I am getting even crazier from being in hospital, it's quite the fucked up situation! Gotta love life though, gotta love life.

Not so fashionable anymore ?

Still no huge gossip in Dollywood, but here is just something i wanted to get feedback on. On Stardoll there are some truly inspiring and creative people. But i think that those people can sometimes get to a point where they just don't care anymore?

N1mka4eva

Charlotte is one of the people who i mostly looked up to fashion wise when i joined stardoll. She always finds a way to out do herself time and time again. I am sure many of you feel the same way and are truly inspired by her. But recently she hasn't been putting that much effort into her outfits. Before she made a dress out of acorns and said *I could wear acorns and people would love it* And since then she just hasn't been making the outfits we all love to see.

Star_Awards

She has always been on my top ten list of best dressed people on stardoll. She always makes such unusual and wonderful outfits. She has really got such an individual style which you don't see anywhere else ! But today when i visited her suite i saw this outfits. Its not the worst outfit in the world, but its just not her is it ? She always seems to amaze me with all her outfits but this one just didn't do it for me.

These are just the two people i found today.
I have nothing against them at all. I really do admire both of them !

Any thoughts on this post ?

-Blahm3

Rant of the week

Can you see them? See right through them. I have power on this site called stardoll, even I can admit it, I mean, come on people, I’m not boasting or anything, no I am not, I’m just telling what I think is the truth. I could make an outfit from fucking acorns and people would love it. I love that, I love my pretty  power. I hate that. I hate this stardoll heaven site. To be honest the only reason I took this job was because I wanted to be known on stardoll, and elite, doesn’t everyone? Sure they do, and I guess in some ways I didn’t know what I was getting myself in for, it’s hard having to think of things to post, totally. I took this job to be popular because I don’t have friends in real life, and I don’t have a life, I’m a bored 15 year old girl who wears wacky clothing and, I’m mental hospital material. These last few months I’ve been in a mental hospital and I’ve only been coming on, on weekends which is when I get to come home, to my haven, to my stardoll. I will probably be in there until May. I’m NOT fine with what I’ve posted on here. I think that people are afraid to be written about on here, it might ruin their chances about being chosen for the new elite generation, they don’t want bad press but who cares? Press is press, right? Whatever. I hate what I have become. I crave fame and I’m scared that if I don’t come online often enough then people will forget about me. I will always want to be relevant, you know? I will always want more than I can get, I will always want more. I can’t help this. I’m human, and I hate to admit it. Most people on this site and in the world are wannabes that will get nowhere in life, some people are a disgrace to the human race, heck, I know people in real life who just get right on my nerves and I feel like going crazy at them and I feel like picking on people because everyone’s the same, AND SO ARE YOU! There will always be people I admire though, on this site, that’s the reason I’m not leaving. I’m not leaving this blog I’m going to start writing again every weekend, hopefully people read what I have to say. Maybe I should have rant sessions every weekend and I can tell you about all the people that I’ve met on this journey called life. I think we should have a debate group on stardoll or something. But for now, I’m going to go and ride my bike and smoke French cigarettes and watch myself slowly rot, I’ve made my bed I’ll die in it, thank you. I was gonna reveal some secrets tonight, but that’s not fair on the people who told me, and who they are about, really, is it? No. Most of you here on stardoll are so normal. I like to think I’m smart and different, but I lose myself a lot. I guess what I’m trying to say is a big FUCK YOU to everyone who has ever hurt myself or my friends. I have nothing else to say really, but, I’ll start posting normally soon enough, just for now… enjoy this rant.

Oh, and one last thing. Kasia, I love you, and one day we will rule the fucking world. Thank you all, and to all a good night!

Wtf?!

Seriously, whoever the lowlife is that leaked those Eternity graphics is nothing but a real jerk! People take their time to write for and make each graphic and yet you go leak and bash the magazine and it's team for not finishing the issue!!!!! Let me just tell you this, THE STAFF HAVE LIVES!! And Charlotte has real life issues she's going through that are more important than a magazine right now. What sickens me the most is that the loser who leaked the graphics had to be someone from the staff!! How else would they get their hands on them?? I'm not buying the whole "I know how to hack into private blogs" crap! If you don't know what I'm talking about then good, it's better if you didn't. I don't want to give this loser anymore attention than what there already is. I just really wanted to vet out my frustration against this loser since I'm part of the E team myself and my article was leaked along with everything else. You literary can't trust anyone these days.

Charlotte is leaving!!

Sadly, N1mka4eva has decided to take a leave from Stardoll.

Here's what she had to say:
"Today is the day... I guess. I'm not gonna be on much for now, just around 6 months or so but hopefully I'll still be able to log in everyday or every other day, I don't want to lose touch with any of you especially my best friends on here: Debbie, Kasia, Mel, Cas, Emgel, Marys, Dina and Robyn, hopefully we have worked out a way to still chat whilst I'm not here, I'll be checking my hotmail everyday. I'll miss you, stardoll, I'll miss you."

:(

Charlotte's Deah: A Sick Hoax

We all can take a chill pill and relax now, it turns out the whole N1mka4eva death story was nothing but a sick hoax created by crazy bitch Servati!! The person who started the rumor in the first place!

In the sicko's presentation, she left a hidden messaged.
See for yourself:
As for why Charlotte hasn't been online, well she's been on holiday and told certain people there was a good chance she wouldn't have internet connection until she got back.

Shocking News!!

As I logged in today, I heard some shocking news about N1mka4eva.

According to Servati, a crazy bitch who people think is Teale...is claiming Charlotte was involved in a freak train accident going to France. Even claiming that Charlotte is dead.

As of now, Charlotte hasn't been online for about 2 days and hasn't been on Skype at all, which is very weird. I just hope she's fine and alive and that she just taking a break from Stardoll. I REFUSE to believe she's dead!!

Who thinks...

That stardoll is a boring shit hole? Hands up, we all agree! There's no doubt that stardoll is not the lovely little haven that it once was, the drama, the blogs, the... well, everything. It was a swarming society that we undoubtedly created. It's no secret that countless people from the appealing site have tried and evidently failed to ''bring vintage stardoll back'', because who doesn't want it back? It was a whole lot more interesting than the place it is today. And I know it may seem like I'm complaining an awful lot (probably because I am) but you all know it's true.

Myself and the always wonderful Writemarycat have made a project that will hopefully change all that, it's so rightfully named ''Bad Media Karma'' and basically it's a club for the controversial, a small group of people I suppose - pretty exclusive. If you're in this club, you'll be in on everything, what's happening, the latest drama and news, there'll even be special parties for the members! Super, right? You have to contact Mary before joining though, and tell her why you think that you should be in the club! What are you waiting for?

The truth always comes out:

Today is our dear Charlotte, N1mka4eva Bday, Happy Bday Charlie.

Lolita Elisabeth (:

Big Eternity News!

This screen shot was taken of writemarycat's presentation today. I'm sure that most of you heard about the deal that went on with Mary and the Dioguardi team, if not, here is the contract that they came up with, click HERE to see it. When that deal was decided, Manolo.Dicicco was going to the the Editor-In-Chief of Eternity magazine, and it was going to be run under the Dioguardi brand, but of course, Mary would still of been in the background as the complete owner of E, which she will ALWAYS be. But today, she decided that I, N1mka4eva (shameful username, you'll all find out what it means by reading Mary's presentation :D) will the be the new Editor in Chief, with Mary in the background still owning E. We are doing this so that Eternity magazine can live on forever, and empire, I mean... can you imagine coming on stardoll in 10 years time and still seeing Eternity. Maaaad! Anyway, here is her presentation:




Since some of the DrEam team has left stardoll or isn't on that much, we are looking for new writers. So guys, you're gonna have to message me on Stardoll to apply.

My questions for you readers are, what do you think about this change? Will E go on strong do you think, or should Eternity have stuck with Manolo? I guess only time will tell!

It's not LE but still Purr-fect..

Mysecketlover's outfit today looks fabulous! Apparently, it is made up of 40 cats that Charlotte (n1mka4eva) bought for her, for her birthday! Although today there is such hype over the new LE, I still love a good old 'object' outfit.

What do you guys think? Comment below :)

WOW!

One thousand followers... that is AMAZING :) Because of this, I now declare it a constant party in ThePoisonApple's guestbook... for the next week! You know what this means girls.... Perez, Charli, we need to get to work planning a HUGE bash! Although I've only been apart of this blog for a little while... I've read it virtually my WHOLE stardoll career! It started the exact month I came to fame - and since then, it's prospered like no other. This means soooo much to the whole PSG team, and so... on their behalf, I thank you guys!

Freakshow Awards: Best Dressed List

MESSAGE FROM TYLER: Running an awards show is not as easy at it looks. Or at least, as easy as I thought it looked. For the February Freakshow Awards ceremony being my first, I feel great. I got a tremendous amount of support and publicity and it just makes me want to continue and work harder. I don't want to give too much away, but next month - expect a different turnout. Unlike other awards shows I have seen, I didn't start out with a fancy Red Carpet, or an official after party. I felt like, by doing this I left room for improvement. I guess what I am trying to say is The Freakshow Awards, March - are in the works as you read this; better than ever!

N1Mka4Eva, Nicole-0, Springate, DanPuffs

Gothribbon, flipflop96, Looc123, WriteMaryCat

Babuci1991, r1ma, Anchesenamon, LuceLuce

Mysecketlover, gkmktk, toxxic.angel x2

Vasia28-, Fakeshake3, EMILYmileyrocks, missemilieA98

Slaggot, .pease., Monroe..., Starszn

tcholas93, lilyandmile, ashantiBoo, dirk691

Welsh_witch, foreversecret, winter4543, collectorcentre

star_awards, Hunnigall, emorox4eva, Beverlyhillshei

Manolo.DiCicco, John_el_mejor, Haitianrichboy9, Tylerisbold

Freakshow Awards - VOTING!

You all surely know about the Freakshow Awards that Tylerisbold is doing, so I am just informing you all that the official nominees are up in his blog (click here to go to the blog)and that voting starts tomorrow, exciting, right?! They were carefully chosen by Tyler's team of himself, DanPuffs, N1mka4eva, Hunnigall, Lilaaa, Welsh_Witch, Firecracker. and Loutiee. Here are the nominees! -

Freakiest Male MeDoll Disguise:
Manolo.Dicicco
Springate
_anto_
vnvi
DanPuffs

Finest Female MeDoll:
N1mka4eva
bluegreen86
Nicole-0
mysecketlover
iiNA.LoVES.YoUx

Fantasy Fringed, (Best Dressed MeDoll):
tcholas93
N1mka4eva
Hunnigall
emorox4eva
melissa54321

Outlandish Outhouses, (Best Suite Design):
ThePosionApple
writemarycat
singingmermaid
...halloween...
fraziergal

Social Psycho, (Social Butterfly):
Vasia28
emorox4eva
Slaggot
Findurlove
N1mka4eva

Media Mutant, (Most-blogged About):
DanPuffs
Tylerisbold
writemarycat
Hot Buys
Undamyumbrellla

Abnormal Artist, (Best Graphic Designer):
John2_el_mejor
Hunnigall
doinker_chic
Sweetlus
looc123

Berserk Blog, (Best Blog):
The Stardoll Freakshow (thestardollfreakshow.blogspot.com)
Perez Hilton of Stardoll ( perezhiltonofstardoll.blogspot.com)
Stardoll's Most Wanted (hotbuysbazaar.blogspot.com)
Stardoll Fashion Forward (stardollfashionforward.wordpress.com)
Purple Rain (darlingnikkistar.blogspot.com)

Monstrous Magazine, (Best Magazine):
Different Magazine (worlfofdifferent.wordpress.com)
Recherche Magazine (recherchemagazne)
Fierce Magazine (fierceproductions.blogspot.com)

Eternity Magazine (eternitymag.wordpress.com)

Who Wore It Best/ Random Rant

Hey everyone, so I just wanted to let most of you know that my Internet is being weird right now, so that is why I have not been posting/replying to msgs/guestbooks etc!But anyway, as I was browsing through some friends suites, I noticed that N1mka4eva (Charlotte) and Rachweee123 (stephanie) looks are very similar! From the over sized sunglasses, the knee high socks, Birkin bags, and the 'Kohls'jacket, there is obvious resemblance to both outfits. I wonder who was inspired by who. And who do you guys think wore it best? Comment and let me know :)

UPDATE: So today I signed onto stardoll to find comments in my guestbook from Kiyah (zanegirl90210) claiming I have 'no class' because I didnt show enough respect for Alexander McQueen and I was called all sorts because of my 'who wore it best'. I would just like to publicly apologise if anyone thought I was being heartless in posting a who wore it best. To be honest, I didn't think it was a big deal, but evidently some thought it was. So this is an apology for those people who may have taken offense, however, Kiyah's approach towards it was disgusting and she had the nerve to tell me I had no class, when she stooped so low so try and humiliate me and corner me. I think an apology is needed on her behalf, but I won't be holding my breath. R.I.P Alexander McQueen

Manolo.Dicicco: My Fashion Valentine

I just saw a post on Manolo.Dicicco's Dioguardi Couture collection on Stardoll Hell and I'm OBSESSED! It's a sweet and sophisticated collection of flirty party dresses (two of which are modeled by our very own Nicole-0 and N1mka4eva!), sleek cocktail attire, and lovely capes set on a stunning runway, just in time for a Valentine's Day date. And the final "wedding dress" piece is a gorgeously constructed gown that literally has me cursing the choice of winners for Decade of the Teens and wishing Stardoll would create this collection for the shop instead!! I'm posting my favorite looks below, but please check out Manolo's blog to see the entire collection!:

www.dioguardicouture.blogspot.com

N1mka4eva, Nicole-0, Ciaraleanne

 

.Marcela.., doinker_chic, Firdurlove